I need hlp with a confidence issue? please help!?

u just did it, if u want to be more confident with urself so be. i know its scary sometimes, i do horse riding since i was 4 and now im 14 so everyone expect me to be very good but i fell down from my horse a couple of weeks ago and now im not as good as b4 because im scared. i dont believe i can jump higher even if i allready did it lots of times b4! im still trying to get over it and its getting better, i took i break for 2 weeks and i asked my best friend to ride my horse for me. now after 2 weeks i decided that im doing it for fun and that i dont own anyone anything, i dont have to win each competition or anything. i just do it for fun and do what i want and if my coach has to face it. if u do it for urself and for fun so u would want to get better and better, whenever ur ready